It hit me, so I drove.
I’m still processing the last two days. With many more moments, minutes and emotions to come.
But for the first time, I felt sadness today.
I honored her and my emotions by doing what most reminds me of her…soul and R&B oldies while cleaning house.
And then I jumped on my bike and drove an hour to Ubud. To think. And enjoy the quiet. And I talked with her on the way.